12 oktober 2008

today sunday should be work here..
but i cant work today...
rasa xsedap badan...
selsema,badan panas n rasa mau demam...
so aku xg kerja lepak umah rehat...
yesterday on call with cinta..
rindu sgt rasa semalam...
then 12.32am she free and i call her..
i tell her i really miss her so much...
maybe coz last day i not call her..
smlm dah start rasa xsedap badan..
jiwa xbetul and badan mcm nak terbakar...
but when on call with her rasa ok sikit..
maybe slalu if i sick i will call her to treatment..
entah mcm mana smlm rasa diri ni xbetul...
mgkin sebab penangan ubat panadol dubai 2 kali dos ni kot...
talk with her..
but rasa xpuas sgt..
n smlm die mcm letih sgt..slalu nye aku kasi je die tido..
tapi smlm macm nak sgt ckp lama2 ngn die..
then mcm mana aku pun lupa aku cam rasa die xrindu aku...
even i know she also miss me..
maybe bdan lain buat aku cam bengong..
she ask me to sleep..
then cam terasa die letih tapi same time terasa mcm die xrasa yg kita rindu kat die...
xnak letak phone tapi cam terpaksa letak...
i end call not like normally...
cepat ajee end kan call....
maybe die rasa kita marah kat die...
kita xmarah die cuma trasa die mau cpt2 tido...
bunguks la aku ni..huhu
then before i sleep i tell her what i feel...
i forget what i said but i tell her xpuas dgr suara die...
and one msg with this face :(..
smlam bdan dah start panas pusing kiri pusing kanan...
rupanya aku demam smlm..bgun2 pagi member kejut tapi memang xlarat
check2 phone sama ada die ada balas msg ke x..
check2 rupanya xda msg dari die...
mungkin die xbgn lagi...
mgkin die pun terasa smlam...
xda niat pun nak sakit kan or terasakan die..
cuma tell what im feeling last nite je..
ari ni aku xg kerja...
letih sgt2 gamaknya...n one msg smlm kat die said sory sebab trasa kat die..
tapi pagi ni rasa sgt lain...
slalu die akan msg aku...said murning or something
but this murning xda....
then i msg her...forget what i write...
then she reply my msg said "take care ya"
from dat msg i know she mad on me...
but i never mean to do dat...
just like she said tell if trasa or smthing...
that why i tell her ystrdy...
maybe die pun trasa gak..
lepas tu aku gagah kan diri bgn even memang xlarat nak bgn..
sebab i know she need explanation..
i try so hard to make her understnd situation..
maybe im late..
i call her to many time but dint pick up my phone...
i only have two thing to do..
msg n call...
but both not working...
msg her from morning until now...
she dint reply even one msg pun...
feel dat she really mad at me...
im sorry dear..never mean to hurt you..
i call her to many time until her phone cannot reach..
so wait je la...
give her msg je..
i dont know what to do...cant eat now..
thinking bout her...
i hope nothing happen to her..
she said she from sepang to putrajaya..
so hope die ok n msg me again..
xnak die trasa lagi...
now still waiting for her...
im so sorry dear..
really love you
really miss you...