19.10.08

i cant

dear i cnt let go you

date to remember 19 october 2008~19 syawal

Hari ini dalam sejarah hidup ku
hanya sesaat ia mengubah segala-galanya
kerna ape ini terjadi
kerna ape suma ini mesti terjadi
pasti ada sebab
pasti ada kemungkinan
pasti ada pemulaannya
pasti ada pengakhiran
di mana noktahnya
di mana penyambung nya
di mana pembuka nya
ENGKAU pasti tahu jawapan nye
ENGKAU pasti tahu segala galanya
kenapa ada pertemuan sekiranya kita memilih untuk berpisah...
u have evrything i lost evrything...
Thanx you for a time with
Thanx you for evrything
time to move on
back to the normal life without anybody
susah and senang sendiri
sengal sendiri
bunguks sendiri
gembira sendiri
kehidupan bersendirian
kehidupan tanpa hala tuju
kehidupan tanpa noktah
kehidupan tanpa penghujung
kehidupan tanpa matlamat
i will appreciate a moment i have with my self cause someday i will 'menyesal' with evrything i done
dont ask perfect cause nobody is perfect
dont ask suitable cause nobody can suit to everything
dont ask love,if choice love to hurt
dont ask miss,just cause u alone
sometimes we dint c da good think when together
but we will miss all the thing when we lost it
need sometimes to recover all the thing happen
need times to suit back to normal life
for all my frenz
insyllh we will meet again

~Ada apa dengan cinta~~

CINTA
what you know about cinta
what you learn from cinta
what you have done for cinta
what you have sacrified for cinta
what you have said to cinta
what you give to cinta

CINTA
Ada apa dengan cinta
adakah Ia segala-galanya untuk kita
adakah Ia mampu mengubah kita
adakah Ia mampu memberi kebahgiaan kepada kita
adakah Ia mampu memberi ape yg kita mahukan
adakah Ia penting kepada kita
adakah Ia istemewa pada kita
adakah Ia terbaik untuk kita

CINTA
engkau sungguh indah
engkau sungguh istemewa
engkau sungguh ceria
engkau sungguh bahgia
engkau cukup suka
engkau sungguh jelita
engkau cukup segala-galanya
tapi kenape engkau.....

CINTA
cinta sejati perlukan kepercayaan
cinta sejati perlukan kesetiaan
cinta sejati perlu pengorbanan
cinta sejati perlu keharmonian
cinta sejati perlu keihklasan
cinta sejati perlu ketenangan
cinta sejati perlukan kasih syg
cinta sejati perlukan kejujuran
cinta sejati tidak perlukan kedukaan
cinta sejati tidak perlukan kepura puraan
cinta sejati tidak perlukan ketidak senangan
cinta sejati tidak perlukan penipuan
cinta sejati tidak perlukan kerahsiaan
cinta sejati tidak perlukan engkau

CINTA
engkau sungguh unik sehinggakan aku lupa
engkau hanya cinta
yg ada ketika sunyi dan hilang ketika gembira kerna
engkau hanya cinta
yg hanya kepura puraan demi kesenangan diri sendiri kerna
engkau hanya cinta
aku bukan buku mu untuk kau tulis
aku bukan kertas mu untuk kau lukis
aku bukan pen mu untuk kau kawal
aku bukan tisu mu untuk kau kesat peluh mu
aku bukan untuk mu
aku hanya penagih cinta kerna
engkau hanya cinta
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

~~a second~~

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
a second is the started of time
a second can become a minute a hours a days
a second can make us heppy
a second can make us bad
a second can make us lucky
a second we can fall in love with someone
a second we cant wait to be with someone
a second we cnt wait to c someone
a second can make someone love us
a second can make someone like us
a second can make someone hate us
a second can make someone heppy
a second can change evrything we had done
a second can forget all the beautiful time we have done
a second can forget all the memories
a second can change everything u have
a second is a meaningfull with love
a second is a meaningless without love
so please appreciate every second you have with your love
because with a second you will lost her forever
thats is a life
like a circle sometimes u up sometimes u down
take a second to think what you have done
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12.10.08

ku cinta die...

aku cinta die
aku cinta die spenuh hati ku
aku cinta die seikhlas hati ku
aku cinta die lebih dari segalanya
aku cinta die lebih dari aku cinta diriku
aku cinta die kerna ku bahgia
aku cinta die sgt2
aku cinta die.....

12 oktober 2008

today sunday should be work here..
but i cant work today...
rasa xsedap badan...
selsema,badan panas n rasa mau demam...
so aku xg kerja lepak umah rehat...
yesterday on call with cinta..
rindu sgt rasa semalam...
then 12.32am she free and i call her..
i tell her i really miss her so much...
maybe coz last day i not call her..
smlm dah start rasa xsedap badan..
jiwa xbetul and badan mcm nak terbakar...
but when on call with her rasa ok sikit..
maybe slalu if i sick i will call her to treatment..
entah mcm mana smlm rasa diri ni xbetul...
mgkin sebab penangan ubat panadol dubai 2 kali dos ni kot...
talk with her..
but rasa xpuas sgt..
n smlm die mcm letih sgt..slalu nye aku kasi je die tido..
tapi smlm macm nak sgt ckp lama2 ngn die..
then mcm mana aku pun lupa aku cam rasa die xrindu aku...
even i know she also miss me..
maybe bdan lain buat aku cam bengong..
she ask me to sleep..
then cam terasa die letih tapi same time terasa mcm die xrasa yg kita rindu kat die...
xnak letak phone tapi cam terpaksa letak...
i end call not like normally...
cepat ajee end kan call....
maybe die rasa kita marah kat die...
kita xmarah die cuma trasa die mau cpt2 tido...
bunguks la aku ni..huhu
then before i sleep i tell her what i feel...
i forget what i said but i tell her xpuas dgr suara die...
and one msg with this face :(..
smlam bdan dah start panas pusing kiri pusing kanan...
rupanya aku demam smlm..bgun2 pagi member kejut tapi memang xlarat
check2 phone sama ada die ada balas msg ke x..
check2 rupanya xda msg dari die...
mungkin die xbgn lagi...
mgkin die pun terasa smlam...
xda niat pun nak sakit kan or terasakan die..
cuma tell what im feeling last nite je..
ari ni aku xg kerja...
letih sgt2 gamaknya...n one msg smlm kat die said sory sebab trasa kat die..
tapi pagi ni rasa sgt lain...
slalu die akan msg aku...said murning or something
but this murning xda....
then i msg her...forget what i write...
then she reply my msg said "take care ya"
from dat msg i know she mad on me...
but i never mean to do dat...
just like she said tell if trasa or smthing...
that why i tell her ystrdy...
maybe die pun trasa gak..
lepas tu aku gagah kan diri bgn even memang xlarat nak bgn..
sebab i know she need explanation..
i try so hard to make her understnd situation..
maybe im late..
i call her to many time but dint pick up my phone...
i only have two thing to do..
msg n call...
but both not working...
msg her from morning until now...
she dint reply even one msg pun...
feel dat she really mad at me...
im sorry dear..never mean to hurt you..
i call her to many time until her phone cannot reach..
so wait je la...
give her msg je..
i dont know what to do...cant eat now..
thinking bout her...
i hope nothing happen to her..
she said she from sepang to putrajaya..
so hope die ok n msg me again..
xnak die trasa lagi...
now still waiting for her...
im so sorry dear..
really love you
really miss you...

8.10.08

wait wait wait

wait for my raya blog...
not ready yet to blogger rite now..
no idea n no time
later i will update my blog...

4.10.08

@@1st shawal di perantauan@@

dis my first blog afta i finish my ramdhan di perantauan..
xsempt nak update awal..
biasa la emosi xbrape betui..
seperti biasa sambutan di malysia,kat sini pun aku wat ala2 kat malaysia..
buat persiapn hari raya..
tapi kali ni buat persiapan untuk diri sendiri n kawan2 yg senasib ngn aku je..
sehari before raya aku masih kerja lagi..
tapi aku gerak awl sebab xda mood nak kerja lagi..
so aku balik awl aku buat persiapan tuk last ifta(buka puasa) even esok xsure lagi hari raya...
lepas je sampai umah xda mood nak wat peape so kami buka kat luar je..
ramai2 dengan budak2 sebilik..
raya sayu gak la sebab ramadhan nak abis dah..
even in malysia rasa besh tggu raya tapi bila kat sini rasa xnak ramdhan tu abis..
byk benda2 yg baik kami mampu buat kat sini..
time ramdhan je kami bleh makan ramai2..
sebab suma balik awal..kami masak ramai2, buka ramai2, kems umah ramai2,sembhyg jemaah sama2,smbhyg terawih ramai2,jadi imam,jadi bilal,jadi makmum, bleh baca yassin ramai2, bleh balik kerja awl, g kerja lambt..
pucuk pangkal nye suma benda2 yg baik terjadi time ramadhan..
maybe syaitan2 dah kena ikat so senang nak wat kebaikan...
kalau dulu time sekolah je wat suma ni..
tapi bila dah duk jauh n bulan ramdhan pulak tu kami dpt buat balik suma2 tu..
alhamdulillah syukur..
so malam raya tu kami dah prepare mau mask apa.
g beli brang2 tuk memasak..
menu yg mungkin kami buat ketupat,kuah kacang,puding and rendang...
for kuah kacang aku jadi mastermind die..
mak aku dah dah ajar suma cara nak masak..
rendang plak member aku buat..
so ada la menu raya mcm kat malaysia..
malam tu lepas berbuka kami smbhyg jemaah..
lepas tu kami takbir sama2..
rasa sebak gak time bertakbir..
sedih teringtkan suma kat kampung...
setiap sorg takbir sekali..
teresak2 jugak la suara kami even suma laki2 kat ini..huhu..
lepas je takbir baru start buat persiapn hari raya..